If I should die, think only this of me:
That there's some corner of a foreign field
That is forever England. There shall be
In that rich earth a richer dust concealed;
A dust whom England bore, shaped, made aware,
Gave, once, her flowers to love, her ways to roam,
A body of England's, breathing English air,
Washed by her rivers, blest by suns of home.
Ebullient, loved, the poet Rupert Brooke was twenty-eight when he died in 1915 in the Aegean. His poetry, which I've been reading from an ancient volume found in Otawa's main library, is a celebration of life which he already felt slipping from his grasp. ( He refers to himself in a letter to a friend as "middle-aged".) For Rupert, life was awash in beauty, and his mysticism which he said had nothing to do with religion, was his secret defense against despair. He wrote to a friend:
"(Mysticism) is just looking at people and things as themselves -- neither useful nor moral nor ugly nor anything else; but just as being....What happens is that I suddenly feel the extraordinary value and importance of everybody I meet, and almost everything I see....
when the mood is on me, I roam about places ...and sit in trains and see the essential glory and beauty of all the people I meet.... I tell you that a Birmingham gouty Tariff Reform fifth-rate business man is splendid and immortal....
"It's the same about things of ordinary life. Half an hour's roaming about a street or village or railway station shows so much beauty that it's impossible to be anything but wild with suppressed exhilaration. And it's not only beauty and beautiful things. In a flicker of sunlight on a blank wall, or a reach of muddy pavement or smoke from an engine at night, there's a sudden significance and importance and inspiration that makes the breath stop with a gulp of certainty and happiness."
This man whom I did not know, who died before even my mother was born, has touched my life. When I regret the passing of time, I think of his short life, which he lived to the hilt, and know that we have both been offered the same gift: this now, these eyes, this openness to see the beauty and wonder all around us. We have no more than this. But we need no more than this sacred moment.
Really enjoyed this - I know exactly what you and Brooke mean and try to view life like this.
ReplyDeleteI would really like to use this in a future Rupert Brooke Society newsletter - would you be willing to let me reproduce it? My email is chairman@rupertbrooke.com
Thanks
Lorna Beckett